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Saturday, November 22, 2003

I'm still here!

I have not been feeling well the last few weeks!

A combination of all the traveling and lack of rest after drinking and partying really took a punch to my body, I could go out to the bars here in Toronto but with a day to rest after it was fine, traveling there was no time to rest and, well with HIV it can be very hard to recover from drinking a hang over lasts a day or two, So needles to say I once again need to try and control my self more! I've been doing good the last week or so only out one night, partly because I'm poor as of late, I went to one of my surgeons for my pancreas, more tests ordered and an operation looks more likely sooner than later, some thing I'm ready for believe me I'm tired of the pain, and the drugs for pain....

What a crazy night last night in my building, the basement apartment caught on fire, I had to spend hours outside in the cold with only my flip flops on my feet, what did I take with me when faced with panic that I might never see any of my things again, Meds, make up and smokes, can you believe it, I was nervious big time and freaked out, thanks to the hero's the Firemen, very happy to say it was put out, and didn't spread outside of the apartment....
I got to meet some of my cute neighbor's (my apt. four floor walk up with only four apartments) that was a good thing that came out of all this, I hope the guys that started the fire get evicted, they didn't pay there power bill and had been using candles to heat there apartment and to light it, Crazy there from the middle east and seem to not know the laws and rules here in Canada, I'm sorry but ignorance is no excuse for stupidity....IF you don't know find out learn do something to improve your self and situation...
Of to work I'll be back here soon and more often, I'm feeling good and I think I'm out of the depression I felt after LA...
Cheers all
Take care of yourself and don't forget that your #1 and to take really good care of yourself!

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Night Night

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Friday, November 07, 2003

So I've been really bad the last week or so!

I need some help to figure out why I'm so unable to stay at home, If I ever want to go on another trip I need to be able to stay at home.....
Its like something will be missed if I don't go out....

Pictures I have my pics from NYC and LA, should I put them up on line, If I do every one will see what I look like! Hmmmm

IF I do where should I put them?

Fast post today I have to get ready for work.

The luck of the draw where you end up being born in the world, Why couldn't It be some where warm like LA? Its getting cold here in the Mega City Toronto. Soon it will be like living in a big Ice box, don't get me wrong I love being Canadian and I know how fortunate I am....

La LA de da LA I so want to go back there, I know I need to find my self a rich husband who will take me all over the world, no but sounds good, That would be way to easy wouldn't it....

Later all

good morning...Well afternoon for me....

P.S.? <-ok so I had more on my mind! it seems( I'm in a mood today)

Ouch my bum hurts, I got an injection of what I like to call man juice, testosterone, I've been getting them every two weeks for months now...I talked about it months ago on here....I tell you all what a big big improvement in my moods and sex life, and the morning well its like I'm 15 all over again, guys will know what I mean when it comes to the morning thing, now if I could only not get the acne that seems to be getting worse every week, I almost wanted to stop the injections but I like the other afects so its a take the bad with the good....one other thing my muscels are geting big I'm looking good in the pecs and arm department if I do say so myself and I will of course....

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Sunday, November 02, 2003

Well I'm back from LA and I tell you I didn't want to come back!


What a trip of a life time! The plane was an adventure all on its own, flying on EL AL Israel airlines, the security was crazy it took three hours just to get on the plane that didn't even include customs....

Well because of the fires in LA we had to stop in Las Vegas, I was a little upset at the time because we where to be in LA at 11am and didn't get in until 6pm I was not so upset after I found out why the plane stopped in Vegas because of all the fires, All the poor people who lost everything I couldn't believe it, if that happened where I lived it would be, well I can't imagine how I would feel!

So the Hotel was to die for, it had to be in the gay area! How perfect was that, Santa Monica BLVD was a block away!

So first thing after freshening up was hit the bars....Can't remember much after the last drink, other that the men are hot hot there even the nasty bars everyone was hot....SO I was very very tired seen as I left Toronto at 5am SO by Sunday night I was dead, Didn't stop me from getting a boy though, Just wish I could remember him, My friend I took told him to get out of the hotel Seen I was passed out drunk as hell, to bad I still can't remember one thing about him, I was told he was a cute twinkie 20 or so....

So Monday was a wash seen as my Bud and I where hung over like really bad, WE got to the movie after a long cab ride at 6pm...The best best thing ever, I was on the red carpet with all the stars, reporters everywhere It felt like I was a star,
We had a few drinks at the pre party and then the Movie....To tell the truth I'm not a big fan of shoot em up films but the idea behind the film is what I like the whole story is out of this world, humans controlled by machines....
So then the after part, the most incredible party I have ever been to, and there is me, I look one way and there is Will Smith! The other way Sharon Stone! I was a star well not really but I could have been, they where all around me the party was in a tent that was a half block long, It was crazy at least 40 bars and 100s of waiters and the food the best in the world and every kind you could want, I bet the party cost hundreds of thousands.....

When they told me about the trip I had no idea that I would be having drinks with every star there, Some thing most people in LA would have probably given anything to be at! After several drinks it was of to the Hotel and rest up for the long Flight home!

I could go on and on but It kind of gets sad when I think of what life could be like, I sort of have been inspired to make some changes, to have a taste of that was an eye opener.....

The weather there was hot, and the smog well its like you have been told very bad.....

the plane trip home was crazy the things that have to be done because of the threat of terrorism is almost unbelievable....I had to take my shoes of and every bag was taken and gone through, and when you are about to get on the plane they give you your carry on, it was kind of stressful I'm told that no other air line has such security, you where escorted every where and asked over and over for ID....

Oh ya the film was great If you didn't like the second one you should be happy with the Third....

I can say that it was the best trip I've had...Well not the best but the experiances where out of this world, to think NYC one week and LA the next all paid for both trips....

more to come later, like I said I'm sort of in culture shock seeing what could be has kinda set me back and made me think what I'm doing with my life, I'm happy that I went and that I may have a new out look on life, I do! a new perspective you could say....

Everything else is the same health not good not worse, except that I have to get some tests for diabetes, the old pancreas is still slowly getting worse, as far as HIV well I might have to start the meds soon I'm not to happy about that lets say I'm a bit in denial and try not to think about it these days......

Some things to think about, I want to see more of the world and I need to get healthy because I might not have the chance if things keep going the way they are! The drinking poor life style, The trips have for sure inspired me to want to see more of the world, and I can't do that if I don't fight for my health more...

A new goal or a renewed one...

Work on me....

Ok I'm happy for the trip and at the same time jealous of everything I saw, is that ok, I think so....

I'm tired I worked the last few days and have been up all night, I think I'm going to look into a gym membership and start to work out.....

Yep I want to start a new road in life....

Night Night all

Till next time...

I have noticed a few have linked my blog to theres That really makes me happy its an honor for sure and thank you for thinking I have some thing to say

Later

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